I'm not going to ask that she understands how important it was to wonder how far my patience could have gone deeper. There’s no time to get back to sunny days that we lived so close or open the memories to find something to justify her presence in my life. She was like a bright star that moved it and now belongs to the infinite which has been open since she darkened all my dreams. I should not believe anymore that our paths may be connected in some way and so I just want to sleep a little longer to erase the evidence of a new attempt to make the same mistakes again. I always did the best I could to avoid it all came to the end of the line. Now I've got to look to get away from everything that might lead me to the walls that she left on the way to prevent that I find her in the same places where her eyes lit up my life for so long.